Bittersweet

Last weekend I really wanted to go somewhere with a different atmosphere, and refreshing my mind. So I decided to go Living with LOF.  Living with LOF (Lot of Flowers) is a place that sold flowers and also foods, this place was created by Kittymanu, a young lady with creative and positive mind. It located at Jl. H. Junaedi No. 3 South Cipete, Cilandak, Jakarta. You can easily found this one, because it has very unique building.  I pronounce Living with LOF exactly same as Living with Love, and I personally found that Kittymanu want to remind me to live your life with love and love your life, plus don't forget to pursue your dreams. I found passion and love here, everything looks so perfect and personal here. it feels like your dream house with lot of flowers, and you can just sip your favourite coffees and enjoy the twilight here. The place itself was really unique and refreshing because it has lots of flowers. I don't real...

((first thing first, please click this --well I highly recommend you to turn on Banda Neira-Beranda )) I secretly hoped to leave home really soon, when I was young, five years ago--I guess. I was really hoping to be a decision maker of every choices I had. Living alone in the city where far away from your hometown give you another melancholic vibe and make you realize how important home is. Frankly, this is not that scary as I thought before, I mean I already lived alone since (almost) four years ago so I thought moved to somewhere further wouldn't be any big problem, especially I'm not a kind of people who easily to miss something/someone. But,  I often feel empty and lonely, especially in the night after office-hours. I mean, after lot of laughs and then everything just silent and I'm alone again. Then suddenly, I miss everything about home. I miss the smell of my room at Surabaya (even if its not my hometown), lavender plus burn stuff (because of my aromatherapy candle...