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I secretly hoped to leave home really soon, when I was young, five years ago--I guess. I was really hoping to be a decision maker of every choices I had.

Living alone in the city where far away from your hometown give you another melancholic vibe and make you realize how important home is. Frankly, this is not that scary as I thought before, I mean I already lived alone since (almost) four years ago so I thought moved to somewhere further wouldn't be any big problem, especially I'm not a kind of people who easily to miss something/someone.

But, 
I often feel empty and lonely, especially in the night after office-hours. I mean, after lot of laughs and then everything just silent and I'm alone again.
Then suddenly, I miss everything about home. I miss the smell of my room at Surabaya (even if its not my hometown), lavender plus burn stuff (because of my aromatherapy candle), my warm little light, pictures hung up in the wall, I miss loud laugh from my friends when they were coming to my place. I also miss my hometown, read a book on the little park in cloudy day, cool breeze and fresh air--without too much pollution, I miss my mom's laugh, my daddy's giggles, the loud voice of radio every morning, some cats that came once or twice, I miss everything.

Even if sometimes,
I don't mind to be with myself only. Contemplating about everything (especially for reasons I did something stupid OR about my future), read books or maybe webtoon, watch movies streaming, waiting for food delivery, or maybe take a very very long nap.

but still.



short story, I miss for being at home.
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