Bittersweet

Hello, fellas! sorry for missing in action (again). I've been passing through the hectic weeks, handled about tons of assignments and preparation for my thesis. I had no time for doing things I'm into on, because instead of reading or drawing or blogging I chose to sleep well. But,  finally I had time to take some shoots! Yeah! Quite difficult to arranged the schedule, but I made it!  These shoots wasn't like my common outfit I wore. I looked more mature plus glimpse of classic touch here. So, here I give you an amateur tips for looked oh so mature based on these pictures: 1. Wear red lipstick. Red lipstick always has a great touch for you who want to look more mature and older than your actual age. Go find your right red lipstick and you're ready to run the world! And if someone mock you because of your red-hot-lipstick, go tell him/her "I'm ready to sip your blood for my perfect red lipstick!" 2. Black. Black kind of versatile colou...

It was very difficult for me to embrace myself. I don't remember exactly when it was started. Umm, when I was on elementary school, I guess? Evey single member on my big family told me that I'm such a fat pig, and they started compare me with ms sister and my brother which was so much thinner than me. I know I know, it was a joke but, boom!! Voila! The main effect of those joke I never accepted myself. I mean, I often mocked myself in front of the mirror and told to myself how fat I am. I felt insecure of myself, everyone looks so pretty and thin, and look at me such a big-foot-girl. And yeah, I hate several part of my body (include my foot). I felt more insecure when my family member started to criticized my appearance, not just about my fat body. They started to criticized my hair, my face, even my pimples. I did hate my hair, I remember when my brother yelled and point at me "Medusa" or "Bird's nest" he was too much about my curly hair. I think i...

I visited Lombok when new year 2017 with my family. It was our first time family-moment on 2017. Quite difficult to made time together because all of us has our own schedule. I have two worked parents with different job, one occupied older sister, plus college student little brother (we're in different university). We made this schedule so sudden just D-2, when my mom called me "are you coming with us?" And I definitely said yes!! First destination after we just arrived was Seger Beach. There was totally great and amazing!! No kidding I haven't seen that kind pretty beach before. The water was so blue (in many shades) and so clear as crystal, a little wave, a cradle in the midle of the sea so you can just swing and feel the summer breeze and water as bonus, plus super shiny day ( as I heard from my daddy's friend that Lombok was cloudy and sometimes rain lately--I guess we were lucky that time). At the same day, we a...

I just got back from my KKN. Totally tired and need lot of rest because I used my major energy lately and yeah I am getting closer with next semester. I honestly blessed cause I got cooperative team and not-so-bad placement of KKN so at least my friends and I could do our best programs there. But, no kidding for me staying at home and lay in my bed are another level of luxury (especially when you are old-semester scholar). It took me a blink to go back from "I want to go travel around the world" to being my complete opposite side, a stay-at-home. What a vice versa! I am a kind home person (especially on rainy days so I need more warm thing like this sweater). Some days when I feel like avoiding human interaction and doing random act of isolation, I could stay at home for couple days or week maybe? And surely keep myself well entertained. So here are some ideas of things you can do when you're at home or wondering what to do from the ...

Hi! Finally I'm back! I've been at Sampang, Madura lately for my academic community service, in Indonesia as known as KKN. So yeah, tons of things my friends and I did there for helped the government to reach their goals (we helped enrich them with more educations about many things such as economics, health, environment). I found many things to learn, I found about other cultures, and the most significant thing about social/ human relations there. Mostly I spent my time for reached their primary schools, teached about many things. Frankly I'm a kind of  'ugh, please no child'  club but there I had no choice. So I did many interactions with them, and I found something cute about them. I remember when first time I went to their school, a bob-hair girl with sweet smile asked me "Hi. When will you come to my class?" (In bahasa) and I answered "Hi. Tomorrow we'll be on your class." She looked so happy and excited about our existence there. (Abou...