Bittersweet

Hi! Finally I passed all the crazy amount of assignments. Been a hard week, luckily I can passed it as well. Not only about assignments, I talk about letting people go. Honestly the reason why last year been a difficult year cause I couldn't let someone go. We used to be together, shared many secrets, talked about desires and passions and designed our future. Then, bam! I did a huge mistake and I lost everything. Everything means him. He used to be my partner of every-single-thing. I mean, he was my full-time best friend, my old brother, my enemy, my supporter and part-time lover. Took not a little while for accepting all the reality, especially when he found his new lover. Now seems like, she's all his world. No, I'm not jealous (well, frankly little bit), as his friend I support him for every paths he chose and as his ex I hope I'm his one of thousands great memories. After all of these,  no more justification or validation. I only need to close the box,...

Happy new year 2017 everyone!!  To be honest, 2016 wasn't kind of special year that full of sparkling. But, I learned many things. I learned about distinguish real friend and the fake one, I learned to love myself first before others, and many things else. Let's say, experience is the best teacher (especially for life lesson). Time flies so fast, everything runs quickly, and people change. After every pressure and scratch you've already passed, you'll be a brand new person. Let everything that gave you negative vibe left behind and don't forget to be happy. Anyway, my place was quite cold lately cause of heavy rain. So I decided to just do some layering experiment on this post. What do you think, guys? Anyway, if you wanna get bomb selfie, I recommend you Oppo phone. Seriously, you'll get surprised with your selfie result! Turtleneck inner: Uniqlo Ruffle dress: unbranded, vintage Bag: v...

Jingle bells are ringing around the way back home, and I just feel so happy (even if Christmas Day at Sunday???) Because it brings me joy and happiness (beside many SALE on my favorite stores). Merry Christmas to all of you who celebrate it!! At this month I completely super-busy because of many tasks before my final exam at 2nd January (well yeah, #byenewyearholiday) so I need to prepare many papers, proposals, and the other tasks. The fact that many subjects of exam are take home so feel like they're haunting me. I always think to I wanna give up, I mean with all of this tasks? I can't even sleep well lately. But again, I think about my parents that always do the best for facilitating everything I need, I can't just give up that easy. Well, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! Don't forget to be happy (and please wish me luck for the final exam ok??)

Hai. Untuk unggahan kali ini aku memutuskan untuk menggunakan Bahasa Indonesia. Akhir-akhir ini rasanya orang-orang penuh dengan negative vibe yang penuh dengan saling menyalahkan, penuh kebencian, bahkan media yang ada pun menampilkan konten tentang berbagai hal yang kurang menyenangkan. Berbagai agenda propaganda politik demi menjatuhkan lawan politiknya dirancang sedemikian rupa, umpatan dan cacian orang dimana-mana yang terkadang menjadi 'kompor' bagi orang lain. Aksi yang menghebohkan Jakarta dengan sekian banyak demonstran yang menuntut seorang tokoh politik karena menistakan agama. Nyatanya beliau sudah meminta maaf terkait hal tersebut, tapi nyatanya? Apakah orang-orang sudah memaafkan? Padahal dalam agama yang dianut bahwa untuk saling memaafkan. Dengan tekanan yang keras dari berbagai arah, beliau telah diproses secara hukum. Namun masih saja, beliau ditekan untuk tidak mengikuti pemilihan calon gubernur Jakarta, yang jelas-jelas tidak ada hubungannya de...

Hi! I haven't post anything yet since two weeks ago because I was so busy for prepared FIM (FISIP Ideas Matter) because I was one of the committee and did my research to Ngawi. Surely, I'm so tired. I even can sleep twelve hours non-stop after I arrived at Surabaya. Anyway, it's December!! I can't believe that 2016 will be over less that a month! And we will meet new year, 2017! Well, I can see that many stores already prepared for Christmas day too. I decided to wear something with royal blue touch for expressing my happiness because we're getting close with holiday!  Tank top: unbranded Scarf: vintage  Skirt: online shop Watch: Rolex Shoes: Vince Camuto

I really like explore vintage style lately (you can see my posts) and I really enjoy it(I mean I enjoy the challenge I for getting vintage dress, because looking for perfect vintage dress kind of difficult, uh?) . Some of friends told I look great with vintage style because I has classic face(?) Maybe they mean round-face(read: chubby face) which is remaining them with old Europeans lady self-portrait (please don't call me self narcissistic, because when I went to Bandung some people called me 'Dutch's doll' or known as old porcelain). Honestly, I can't distinguish between compliment or even disdain. Anyway at this post is kind of my vice versa of mature vintage which I usually posted before. I'd like to show you my young vintage style here. What do you think? Hat: Stradivarius  Dress: vintage  Sock: unbranded  Shoes: Rodhe

Finally!! I already passed the midterm exam so I can put my hair down for a little while. I can't say I'm fully energized after all the 'midterm exams bullets' because how can I say 'I am fine' after one oral test (I mean I learn a half book for this test and all I get was one oral question), several take home tests (make papers and video), and sit in test?? Well sorry, I don't mean that I don't like study, I just need to take a rest for a while but all of these test like never ending story, uh? Because after midterm exam, everything comes normal (red: wake up in the morning and be ready for lessons). So I just wanna look so serious for this post. What do you thing abouy my classic-serious concept?  Dress: vintage Bag: vintage  Watch: Rolex Necklace: Valencia Sunglasses: Cartier