Happy New Year 2017!!

Happy new year 2017 everyone!! 

To be honest, 2016 wasn't kind of special year that full of sparkling. But, I learned many things. I learned about distinguish real friend and the fake one, I learned to love myself first before others, and many things else. Let's say, experience is the best teacher (especially for life lesson).

Time flies so fast, everything runs quickly, and people change. After every pressure and scratch you've already passed, you'll be a brand new person. Let everything that gave you negative vibe left behind and don't forget to be happy.

Anyway, my place was quite cold lately cause of heavy rain. So I decided to just do some layering experiment on this post. What do you think, guys?

Anyway, if you wanna get bomb selfie, I recommend you Oppo phone. Seriously, you'll get surprised with your selfie result!

Turtleneck inner: Uniqlo
Ruffle dress: unbranded, vintage
Bag: vintage
Sock: unbranded
Heels: G♡sh
Ring: New Look


Christmas is Coming to Town!

Jingle bells are ringing around the way back home, and I just feel so happy (even if Christmas Day at Sunday???) Because it brings me joy and happiness (beside many SALE on my favorite stores). Merry Christmas to all of you who celebrate it!!

At this month I completely super-busy because of many tasks before my final exam at 2nd January (well yeah, #byenewyearholiday) so I need to prepare many papers, proposals, and the other tasks. The fact that many subjects of exam are take home so feel like they're haunting me. I always think to I wanna give up, I mean with all of this tasks? I can't even sleep well lately. But again, I think about my parents that always do the best for facilitating everything I need, I can't just give up that easy.

Well, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! Don't forget to be happy (and please wish me luck for the final exam ok??)


Positive Vibe Only!

Hai. Untuk unggahan kali ini aku memutuskan untuk menggunakan Bahasa Indonesia. Akhir-akhir ini rasanya orang-orang penuh dengan negative vibe yang penuh dengan saling menyalahkan, penuh kebencian, bahkan media yang ada pun menampilkan konten tentang berbagai hal yang kurang menyenangkan. Berbagai agenda propaganda politik demi menjatuhkan lawan politiknya dirancang sedemikian rupa, umpatan dan cacian orang dimana-mana yang terkadang menjadi 'kompor' bagi orang lain.

Aksi yang menghebohkan Jakarta dengan sekian banyak demonstran yang menuntut seorang tokoh politik karena menistakan agama. Nyatanya beliau sudah meminta maaf terkait hal tersebut, tapi nyatanya? Apakah orang-orang sudah memaafkan? Padahal dalam agama yang dianut bahwa untuk saling memaafkan. Dengan tekanan yang keras dari berbagai arah, beliau telah diproses secara hukum. Namun masih saja, beliau ditekan untuk tidak mengikuti pemilihan calon gubernur Jakarta, yang jelas-jelas tidak ada hubungannya dengan penistaan agama. Bukannya sudah jelas, agama propaganda paling murah dan efektif dalam sejarah memecah-belah manusia?

Mengingat sebentar lagi Natal, jujur saja aku sangat senang dengan suasana Natal yang rasanya menyenangkan dan menenangkan, yah meskipun aku nggak ikut merayakan. Tapi biasanya di Natal yang damai akan ada banyak kericuhan saat. Terkait boleh tidaknya mengucapkan 'selamat natal' bahkan sampai aksi ricuh mencegah umat kristiani untuk beribadah. Ayolah, kita semua manusia yang sudah selayaknya tolerasi dan memegang pluralisme karena aki yakin setiap agama mengajarkan kebaikan. Menurut saya, agama adalah urusan pribadi dengan Tuhan selebihnya bersikaplah baik dengan makhluk hidup lainnya.

Akan jauh sulit jika merubah dunia, tapi tentunya tidak sulit jika merubah diri sendiri. Mari terus menyebarkan positive vibe!


Out of The Blue

Hi! I haven't post anything yet since two weeks ago because I was so busy for prepared FIM (FISIP Ideas Matter) because I was one of the committee and did my research to Ngawi. Surely, I'm so tired. I even can sleep twelve hours non-stop after I arrived at Surabaya.

Anyway, it's December!! I can't believe that 2016 will be over less that a month! And we will meet new year, 2017! Well, I can see that many stores already prepared for Christmas day too.

I decided to wear something with royal blue touch for expressing my happiness because we're getting close with holiday! 

Tank top: unbranded
Scarf: vintage 
Skirt: online shop
Watch: Rolex
Shoes: Vince Camuto


Vice Versa

I really like explore vintage style lately (you can see my posts) and I really enjoy it(I mean I enjoy the challenge I for getting vintage dress, because looking for perfect vintage dress kind of difficult, uh?) . Some of friends told I look great with vintage style because I has classic face(?) Maybe they mean round-face(read: chubby face) which is remaining them with old Europeans lady self-portrait (please don't call me self narcissistic, because when I went to Bandung some people called me 'Dutch's doll' or known as old porcelain). Honestly, I can't distinguish between compliment or even disdain.

Anyway at this post is kind of my vice versa of mature vintage which I usually posted before. I'd like to show you my young vintage style here. What do you think?

Hat: Stradivarius 
Dress: vintage 
Sock: unbranded 
Shoes: Rodhe



Finally!! I already passed the midterm exam so I can put my hair down for a little while. I can't say I'm fully energized after all the 'midterm exams bullets' because how can I say 'I am fine' after one oral test (I mean I learn a half book for this test and all I get was one oral question), several take home tests (make papers and video), and sit in test?? Well sorry, I don't mean that I don't like study, I just need to take a rest for a while but all of these test like never ending story, uh? Because after midterm exam, everything comes normal (red: wake up in the morning and be ready for lessons).

So I just wanna look so serious for this post. What do you thing abouy my classic-serious concept? 

Dress: vintage
Bag: vintage 
Watch: Rolex
Necklace: Valencia
Sunglasses: Cartier


Oh, It's Time!!

Unbelievable!! Today midterm exam is starting! Time flies so fast, huh? The lecturers seems like strike me with tons of task. Well, wish me luck for midterm exam, huh? *cross fingers*

P.s: anyway, I will not blogging  untill I pass the midterm exam. Wish me luck ok?

Jeans dress: Exit, Matahari Dept. Store
Bag: vintage
Scarf as headband: vintage
Necklace: Valencia
Shoes: Vince Camuto


Bitter Truth Covered by Sweet Lies

Let me ask you,
How many times you sob silently in the middle of night?
How many times you give your best fake smile to your friends?
How many times you tell the world you're fine?
How many times you pretend everything will be fine?
And now, are you okay?
I called my friend last night. I need some stupid talk just before finally I fell asleep. We talked about many things, about my life currently about hers too. And I told to her about my current anxiety and she asked me "are you okay?"
"Am I okay?" I asked to myself. 
The answer hang in my tongue, "Surely I'm fine."
But deep inside I know, I'm not that fine even if I try hard to spell over and over again that I'm perfectly fine.
Several days ago, I got a question from ask.fm "what is better: bitter truth or sweet lies?". For me, this is a kind of bitter truth covered by sweet lies.

White lace top (inner): N.y.L.a
Flowery dress: Forever 21
Shoes: Vince Camuto
Bag: Vintage
Choker: DIY



This semester is super tiring. I can't even sleep well at this semester. Mountain of tasks and presentations every week drive me crazy. My antibody can't even hold any virus because I'm too tired so I often drop off this semester (I mean I only walk in around 4 weeks but I'm sick two times??).
This semester really something. Kind of stressful day, so yeah I draw many things for stress reliever.
I decided to put 'painter' as a title just because my uncle told me once "you look like a painter" well maybe it because of a hat I wore. Sounds shallow but I got inspiration than. Hehe.
Anyway, for other drawings you can visit my ig @malisamalia

What do you think about my artworks? 

Hat: Stradivarius 
Inner tank: unbranded
Oversized shirt: Daddy's
Blue-light jeans: Old Guess
Shoes: Adidas
Choker: DIY
Bag: from Emina's workshop 
Watch: Zalora